The Bridge We Must Cross

It hasn't been my half-a-year. I've been depressed a number of times. More than I've ever been before. The unknown future, the uncertainty of it all, and just everything that's been going on has been a struggle. It's a struggle I've been fighting with barely a sight of hope at the end.

Of course, that's all primarily because I have this pessimistic side I just can't seem to let go of. I try to be as optimistic as I can but there's always that nagging feeling of "what if's" hanging behind my head. I'm not sure why. Partly coz that's how I'm wired. Maybe.

Girls and Make-Up

Don't try to understand it. Girls and make-up is like boys and beer. They just go together. Like bread and butter. ^^ It's nothing complicated. Not at all. It's as simple as counting. It's just natural. ^^

No matter how much a girl says they don't like make up, one way or another, they wear them. Heck, even the boys wear 'em! ^^

Right now, I'm on the hunt for the perfect lippies. ^^ I have my eyes on something (it's a secret) but I don't think buying them right now is very...need-worthy. So I think I'll take my time before purchasing. ^^ Who knows, I might find better products along the way, eh? ^^

I've already recently purchased the following for..um...future uses. (My previous products have now gone bye2x...) ^^

On the 3rd Month

May 11, 2012

Dear You,

Roses and Dreams

There was a party. People dressed in all kinds of gowns, colors of different shades, sparkles everywhere. It was a mixture of my past and present friends, acquaintances and people I don't even recognize. Some of the faces I can see and recall, others I can only hope to make out of into a silhouette.

I was there, attending. And beside me, my boyfriend looking dashing in his suit.

Then an announcement, and all the world seems abuzz. I couldn't catch the announcement, I was too distracted to observe everyone, catch who were there and who weren't.

the hardest part

It's been a week since he left...and I don't think I ever got over it. Or if I'll ever get over it.
It's hard, missing someone. Yes, it makes it better knowing that I'll see him again, but...

...the waiting kills me.

The waiting will always be the hardest part.

I miss you.

xoxo

~hny~

Gems in the Desert

When all seems amiss, it's nice to know that friends are there to help get you through the day (or week, or month, or year).

Real friends are not the ones who stick by you when you're at your best. No, they're just leeches. Real friends are those who stay by your side even when you're at your worst. They say the things you least wanted to hear, they say the meanest things in the most honest way, they slap your face with the reality of it all just to help you get over whatever it is that's bothering you. And when you feel that it's too much, that you just can't handle any more, they stay silent, lend their shoulders, and allow you to cry.

The Last Day

The following would account for one of the saddest, most unbearable moments of my entire life. For this blog, I will recall everything that happened. Not because I find it nice, but because this marks as one of the biggest changes I would have had to face so far.


March 07, 2012 12:00PM

I spent the day with Elbert. My last day with him before he leaves for New Zealand. We attended the PDOS Seminar together. Met up at Robinsons Mall at around noon for some grub with his Mum (we ate at RaiRaiKen's...the only Japanese place there) and talked. I was a bit nervous being with his Mum but thank God she was very nice (of course, I've met her before but we haven't really talked like REALLY talk). =)

The final day (365 day project)

 DAY 365 02282012

taken: feb28, 2012 ~at various times~

Letter to Myself

Life is cruel. Unfair. Unjust. And boring.

Life is exciting. Upbeat. Unpredictable. And fun.

Whichever those descriptions of life you're leaning on, one fact remains. Life is life. And life is better when shared with another. Going through the cruel things with others can help lessen the burden and ease the load. It can help put a sense on all of these trials. And much more so when going through the fun ones.

The Guy: How To's

When your girlfriend stares at your mouth ,,kiss her gently..

when she pushes you or hit you cause she thinks she is stronger than you ,, Grab her in your arms and dont let her go.

when she start cursing you acting she is tuff,,,just grab her and kiss her and say her I Love You..

when she is quiet ,, ask her if everything alright.

when she ignores you ,,give her all your attention..